Dear...
If you had only 24 hours to live...
What would you do? What would you say?
Now go ahead and live!
What would you do? What would you say?
Now go ahead and live!
Dear...
Many of us wish we could talk to our younger selves and tell them about everything we have learnt up until now, to tell ourselves that despite everything we actually made it. What would you say if you could tell your teen self ANYTHING? Dear teen me,
I know you, better now than back then and I know how much it hurt! I know how confused you where when someone you loved became close to someone who hurt you, someone who hurt them to. I know how hard you tried for the ones who were teaching you valuable lessons in life even if you didn't know then because you wanted to make them proud because you knew it was their life's work to help you. You fought to make the ones who were meant to love you, actually love you. You prayed hard well before you were a believer, you prayed he would stop and you prayed that she would care, you prayed for an escape but when any form presented itself you'd get scared and hide! I remember those moments sitting in your room and falling to pieces, falling on your knees wanting the pain to end to stop. I remember the conversations to God and to yourself. The nights were dark and the days grew darker, you didn't want to wake up but afraid to even sleep. Oh I promise if I could go back I would take your hand and rescue you I'd save you all that pain if I knew how I would I swear!! You tried and fought for so long and so fervently and desperately clinging to the hope that it would not be in vein, that you wore yourself out to the point that you lost control of yourself, you lost who you were and something took over! Something else would fill you up and the glimmer of hope and happiness that used to twinkle and burn in your eyes sparked out. You lost all ability to believe, in yourself, in others and the world! But I have news for you... You found it again! It took a long time and you fought like a soldier, a warrior, but you got there. You finally found peace and you wouldn't believe it but your journey began with the support and love of one person and now you have an army, you have so many people who truly care about you and even though it will take you a long time to believe not only in others but especially yourself... It will happen! You learnt how not to rely on others for your own happiness, you finally saw the beauty inside yourself, you accepted who you are ALL of it, you finally put yourself before others and stopped letting people take you for granted. All those names and talks from everyone stopped affecting you and you gained self worth and confidence, you finally have hope and faith as well! I just want you to remember that no matter how hard things may seem, how much it hurts or how badly you want to give up... Promise me you won't! Because even though you don't believe in yourself, I believe in you! Aimee xo
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